After Eons...
Hey Reader,
My name is Nekesa, My friends call me Nex and I am coming back to update a blog after eons. I may have changed tones, so my writing has changed of course; and maybe i stopped updating because I rarely vent nowadays; or maybe it took a more subtle route.
So in matters catching up...I have had a LIFE. I don't know how life has been described in the dictionary but it should always be an answer to a greeting. "hey, how have you been?" Answer "life" because trust me, life happens. I have had a loooot of life this while I was away and quiet.
I have learnt a lot, I have grown, oh! I am so big (not physically) my person has grown big, my head not so big. Apparently when you learn much, your head tends to grow small, Because your perspective changes, you see things in a new light or from a new angle, You realize how wrong you were about right and how right you were about wrong or something in between. You realize that everyone has something going. You realize that as much as you got your whole world moving, and getting more complicated or more simple by the minute; so is everyone else's.
Therefore, your realizations make you more quiet, more silent, if anything, anytime you want to say something, you open your mouth and then just before you speak you want to have a little more thought about it. By the time you are finished thinking about it, you think, "The world is just fine without that comment" and therefore that becomes your routine.
You wait for that day when you will finally get a grasp of it all; of life; but you realize that everyday there is a new concept, a new angle to it, a new factor. So, you end up with this person who is not so opinionated after all; or who does not throw about comments, or who doesn't vent so much.
Evidence is right here!
Good news though, I still write, went back to Analogue ways, where I keep a journal and a to-do list. I'm still trying to increase my discipline levels of updating the two though. I'm Innit.
My name is Nekesa, My friends call me Nex and I am coming back to update a blog after eons. I may have changed tones, so my writing has changed of course; and maybe i stopped updating because I rarely vent nowadays; or maybe it took a more subtle route.
So in matters catching up...I have had a LIFE. I don't know how life has been described in the dictionary but it should always be an answer to a greeting. "hey, how have you been?" Answer "life" because trust me, life happens. I have had a loooot of life this while I was away and quiet.
I have learnt a lot, I have grown, oh! I am so big (not physically) my person has grown big, my head not so big. Apparently when you learn much, your head tends to grow small, Because your perspective changes, you see things in a new light or from a new angle, You realize how wrong you were about right and how right you were about wrong or something in between. You realize that everyone has something going. You realize that as much as you got your whole world moving, and getting more complicated or more simple by the minute; so is everyone else's.
Therefore, your realizations make you more quiet, more silent, if anything, anytime you want to say something, you open your mouth and then just before you speak you want to have a little more thought about it. By the time you are finished thinking about it, you think, "The world is just fine without that comment" and therefore that becomes your routine.
You wait for that day when you will finally get a grasp of it all; of life; but you realize that everyday there is a new concept, a new angle to it, a new factor. So, you end up with this person who is not so opinionated after all; or who does not throw about comments, or who doesn't vent so much.
Evidence is right here!
Good news though, I still write, went back to Analogue ways, where I keep a journal and a to-do list. I'm still trying to increase my discipline levels of updating the two though. I'm Innit.
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