Wheel of fortune

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Sometimes when i wake up in the morning, i smile and find myself energetic and positive and i feel like that particular day is going to be wonderful; awesome if anything.. then there are other days when i wake up feeling groggy, more sleepy, tired and like i will force myself to leave the house that day.. and i definitely do not look forward to that day. I am sure we all know the secret; positivity and negativity and how it affects you and how one is supposed to put synchronize their energy with the universe so that the universe can in turn reward you with the very best..i know, i know all this.. but there is something called the wheel of fortune; no i don't believe in it, and no am not advocating for it, i just wanted to say that there is a time in life when things start going wrong, and when they come, they are in succession; its as if each action leaves an inheritance and just about everything goes wrong that day. How about when something good happens? i mean everything falls into place, the key fits in the hole and opens the door, the water is available; hot or cold, there is coffee and sugar, your favorite mug is clean, there is everything you may want all around you.. but i don't know maybe, just maybe it stays like this but not sure whether it stays long..wish i could just peep and be able to tell what's going to happen the next second, i don't really care about the next minute because maybe i can pull the string from there...

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